Hiatus?

Maybe it is time for me to go on hiatus... Too much is going on in my life and I think I need to step away for a while. It seems like the need to get away has been hitting people left and right. I have friends that have either disappeared for an extended period of time or are going on their hiatus now. I think I may need to follow suit. I have school which is only going to get harder. There is the BS with my sister that seems to only get worse and that is stressing me out. This month makes 10 years since my mother lost her battle to cancer. And just for effect I am losing someone that I consider family to an illness that she shouldn't have to suffer with. When is enough too much? I keep getting told that God never puts more on you than you can bear, call me what you want but that statement is a lie and I will tell anyone that I feel that way. Have I stopped believing in God? NO, I know he is up there. Do I believe in the God portrayed in the Bible? That is what I have to figure out. I need to step away from things and do some SERIOUS soul searching because my vision is cloudy right now.