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Monday, July 13, 2009

Me, not me

I must admit that I am not who I portray myself to be. I give off this air of independence. I act as though I need no one. I keep all of you away from me. The truth is I am not the tough person you all know me to be. I push everyone away because I can't be hurt if there is no one around to hurt me. It gets lonely but I do it for my own good. I wish I knew how to open up to you. I wissh I knew how to not be a bitch to you. I wish I could love you and let you love me back. But I can't... not yet... but one day...

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